"All Grown Up"

I wrote this when I was in 4th grade

Do I want to grow up?
I don't know. I really don't know.
Do I care? Yes. Do I want to leave my mother, my childhood, and my baby stuff behind? I don't know if I want to get rid of my habit of being bossy.
Do I, me, want to be those angel teens that do everything? Or do I want to be little bossy me? Do I want to have kids? Do I want to marry? Do I want to have a boyfriend? (uuuuuh aaaah eeeh not really.)